i feel fine now. thankfully i have been blessed with very good friends that care ... they have helped me through these bad times. in any case ... i'm doing better now.

but my right ear itches/hurts/throbs/bothers me still. i did mention the industrial piercing i got done like 2 weeks ago at all? hmm, well if not, yeah. and it hurt. and it still does.

i finally got my stuff back yesterday from justin's, and i realized when i got home and andrew was helping me move the shit inside that my jones' soda bottles were MIA. i could have sworn that i brought my N64 over there too.

the past week has been interesting. i got to see jed for the first time since early march which! we had so much to catch up on :) hung out with paul for the first time in a while, it was just like old times :) met a really interesting scottish metalhead {jay} that just moved to town, he has the coolest accent. and revenant's new guitarist adam is pretty cool, we hung out for a bit saturday.

and i also got to see andrew. we've been friends since childhood, kinda drifted and then got close - on and off like that. once i graduated we sorta lost touch ... i would see him around and pick him up and we'd hang out for a bit. the last time i saw him since before this week was back in early may when he helped me put my system together. he joined the army, and got hurt, and they let him go with a settlement because it wasn't his fault and so he's been out for the past two weeks. i have missed him very much. me and him and vic were at her house watching mulholland drive while i was placing my patches on the patch jacket for vic to sew/iron on - and as a note, never plan on being occupied while watching that movie. don't breathe, don't blink, and hell even if you pay COMPLETE attention to it you'll still have to watch the movie over 10 times to understand it {and for once i'm actually NOT exaggerating}. fun times, fun times :)

so yeah. me happy. *two-steppin*

at a loss for words due to lack of sleep so i'll name this the first thing i see.

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